How I am constantly letting myself down

 The purpose of these entries is to reflect on my thoughts and actions that lead me to see myself as a failure. Lately my motivation has plumeted and I am not as productive as one month ago. There are multiple reasons for that:the pandemic fatigue,the lack of quality time with my friends,the inability to focus on the matter in hand and my addiction to social media. If only I could snap out of it and eliminate the sluggishness and daily procrastination that is getting in the way of becoming a better version of  myself...I hate wasting all these days rotting in front of a computer or a smartphone,absorbing all kinds of meaningless content. I am in desperate need of something to save me from the circle of boredom and disappointment,something to motivate me and get my creative juices flowing.I hope the Pandemic journal is that something.